My friends, the last two days have been very sad for me.  Over the weekend I decided to investigate further  my dream of teaching English abroad(TEFL) in Italy.  That dream looks like a bleak one.  I had believed the wages would be a good amount but it turns out not to be sufficient.  To those who know me, I am usually quite the positive and upbeat thinker but this has beaten me down to a depressed state.  I feel lost and crushed.  What am I to do?  I am hoping that I can think of another way to achieve my dream but for the moment it is not coming to me.  I hope the sadness does not last long because I don't like the control it seems to posses.  Any ideas?Angelo
